apologies for being grumpy

jerry · 11-09-2021, 05:23 PM

I know I ghave been a bit short and grumpy recently ,, Its not just the inexplicable M750 little bastard bike saga ,, but more importantly have also been looking after my swonderful dad 91 who has recenctly deteriorated from being busy and fairly active man and I can clearly see the end coming , all I can do Is make him comfy and well looked after ,, but my daughter Kat has also been having a very bad time self harming and suicidal and the NHS have been aweful ,, even when they do have resources so i have now had to refer her to private mental health care ,, as i cant stand by helpless watching her suffer its beyond my experience even as a life long manic depressive ,,,on top of that i have not seen my lovely lady for 18 months due to Covid and Thailand issues so Im feeling cut off and lonely ,, seems most people around me friends , work mates are also having stressful times ,, ...lots of negative things happening and injustice ,, i dont look at the news much and have ben avoiding a lot of social situations just to avoid seeing and hearing bad things ..going off to work offshore is actually like a holiday for me in a weird sort of way

Id would like to just ride off into the blue on a bike for a while and chill ,, the rides I do grab usually cheer me up ..
Ho Hum at least my health is stable

M

Jez900ie · 11-09-2021, 07:27 PM

Hi Jerry,

Seems like you have a lot on your plate just now. I hope things turn around for you soon.

Davy · 12-09-2021, 02:02 PM

It’s good to talk and blow off some steam from time to time. But there’s is always hope and light and the end of the road.

Bitza · 12-09-2021, 11:15 PM

Well sh_t does happen but you never know what's around the corner, it could be great, all the best for the future enjoy the good bits, Bitza.

11-09-2021, 05:23 PM	#1
jerry Old Git Join Date: May 2006 Location: Cricklade Bike: Multiple Monsters Posts: 2,831	apologies for being grumpy I know I ghave been a bit short and grumpy recently ,, Its not just the inexplicable M750 little bastard bike saga ,, but more importantly have also been looking after my swonderful dad 91 who has recenctly deteriorated from being busy and fairly active man and I can clearly see the end coming , all I can do Is make him comfy and well looked after ,, but my daughter Kat has also been having a very bad time self harming and suicidal and the NHS have been aweful ,, even when they do have resources so i have now had to refer her to private mental health care ,, as i cant stand by helpless watching her suffer its beyond my experience even as a life long manic depressive ,,,on top of that i have not seen my lovely lady for 18 months due to Covid and Thailand issues so Im feeling cut off and lonely ,, seems most people around me friends , work mates are also having stressful times ,, ...lots of negative things happening and injustice ,, i dont look at the news much and have ben avoiding a lot of social situations just to avoid seeing and hearing bad things ..going off to work offshore is actually like a holiday for me in a weird sort of way Id would like to just ride off into the blue on a bike for a while and chill ,, the rides I do grab usually cheer me up .. Ho Hum at least my health is stable M __________________ MONSTERMAN

11-09-2021, 07:27 PM	#2
Jez900ie Pleasantly surprised! Join Date: Nov 2016 Location: Stoke on Trent Bike: M900ie Posts: 780	Hi Jerry, Seems like you have a lot on your plate just now. I hope things turn around for you soon. __________________ Monsters don't hide under the bed, they sleep inside the shed

12-09-2021, 02:02 PM	#3
Davy Registered User Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Derry Bike: M900 Posts: 358	It’s good to talk and blow off some steam from time to time. But there’s is always hope and light and the end of the road. __________________ 1994 M900 Black

12-09-2021, 11:15 PM	#4
Bitza Bronze Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Poole Bike: M900ie Posts: 471	Well sh_t does happen but you never know what's around the corner, it could be great, all the best for the future enjoy the good bits, Bitza. __________________ Bitza